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Date Posted: 10/18/09 9:59am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Trouble from below? Oct 10
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Dear Tam,

I’m so tired, I feel like I haven’t slept in days! I keep having dreams that I don’t remember, and I’m all grouchy and stuff. Ben and the twins are the same way, and even Anakin and baby Auryn don’t seem to be feeling too good.

Ma-mere asked me if it was about ‘some boy’ and I told her definitely not (because I don’t even have a boy-friend) and suggested that if I don’t start feeling better soon that I should go see Gra-mere at the Healer’s center. Uncle Kay has gone back to Corellia for a little while with Uncle Toa and Nico, and said that he would come back ‘once whatever they had found down there was sealed in duracrete and carbonite and blasted into the suns of Tatooine’ – whatever it was made him sick and all shakey, and Pay-pa said it would be done within the week as a lot of the Jedi felt the same way. It was a matter of getting it secured (he had to request some special equipment from off world, mining droids and stuff) and out safely.

In the meantime, a lot of Jedi are acting as guardians and stuff because despite Pay-pa’s declaration, a lot of students keep sneaking down to the lower levels, and when they’re caught, they don’t even seem to know why or how they got there, so they aren’t getting expelled, but everyone must have some escort if they don’t live here at all times between Lessons.

The guy they found down there is going to be transferred to a special place to live as the Healers can’t seem to help him! When he’s awake, all he does is rant in some language that no one understands, and acts like the light – any light – burns his skin!

Uncle Han and the other Healers are doing better – for a couple days Uncle Han said he was ‘feeling off,’ – I overheard him tell Pay-pa ‘that some days he wanted to do nothing but either fight or (bad word)’ and he had so much energy, it didn’t matter with who – and that Auntie Leia and Uncle Chewie both wanted to ‘knock the stuffing out of him’ until he spend a few hours in the gym and then an even longer time just taking the Falcon out and blasting asteroids!

Pay-pa has spent a lot of time meditating and talking to the older Jedi that are here, while Ma-mere has been taking care of Auryn and trying to get in contact with some of the other Jedi who have visited but didn’t stay but have promised to help when we needed it, and boy, I think we do.

I’m gonna take Ben for a little walk I think.

Love,

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Date Posted: 10/18/09 10:41am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
Finally caught up...

Holy cow on someone breaking into the Archives. shock

Poor Pem, feeling rejected by Luda. sad I feel kind of bad for Luda in that scene as well, trying to "find herself" as Leia said and seeming to go about it entirely wrong. But it's harder for Pem being on the sidelines.

Loved Pem's response to how her clothes were going to attract people: "That's the idea" and that guys are too scared of Luke to mess with her anyway. laugh Love Luke, as always. love

 

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Date Posted: 10/18/09 10:48am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
Fascinating but pervasive emotional effect there--on all the Jedi--young or old, thoroughly trained or not. thinking It even seems to effect the non-Force users. -- The sooner they lock that stuff away the better.

No, it couldn't be, could it? The bloke who's afraid of sunlight--he's not actually a vampire? shock Nah! That'd be too strange LOL

 

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Date Posted: 10/19/09 9:37am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
I'm glad Han is feeling somewhat better, although I can see why Leia is upset. Send him off to do some asteroid blasting; that will keep him busy! That whole thing is very creepy, how it's affecting everyone.... scary.

 

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Date Posted: 10/19/09 9:37am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
‘that some days he wanted to do nothing but either fight or (bad word)’ and he had so much energy, it didn’t matter with who – and that Auntie Leia and Uncle Chewie both wanted to ‘knock the stuffing out of him’ until he spend a few hours in the gym and then an even longer time just taking the Falcon out and blasting asteroids!

Ouch... I just hope no tall, blonde and curvy "celebrity hunter" got to him while in that state - though that could explain Leia's and Chewie's anger... raised_brow

 

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Date Posted: 10/21/09 3:14am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
Uh oh!

There is something very sinister going on here...

worried worried worried worried

I hope Luke or someone is able to get rid of it and start focusing on how it got in the Temple in the first place.

Great update

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Date Posted: 10/21/09 9:16pm Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
Oh, weird... and that's a very, very effective way to get rid of something...

Jade_eyes posted:
No, it couldn't be, could it? The bloke who's afraid of sunlight--he's not actually a vampire? shock Nah! That'd be too strange LOL


That was my first thought on reaching the part about the light sensitivity, but one doesn't have to BE a Vampire to be sensitive to light. Could be any number of things, including an allergy to light or his eyes just plain not being able to take it. IE: photophobia.


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Date Posted: 10/24/09 10:40am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
Hello all!


anakin_girl posted:
Finally caught up...

Holy cow on someone breaking into the Archives. shock

Poor Pem, feeling rejected by Luda. sad I feel kind of bad for Luda in that scene as well, trying to "find herself" as Leia said and seeming to go about it entirely wrong. But it's harder for Pem being on the sidelines.

Loved Pem's response to how her clothes were going to attract people: "That's the idea" and that guys are too scared of Luke to mess with her anyway. laugh Love Luke, as always. love


Glad to see you! Yes, Luda is going through her own little journey, and Pem is growing up ('Too fast' says Luke!)...

Jade_eyes posted:
Fascinating but pervasive emotional effect there--on all the Jedi--young or old, thoroughly trained or not. thinking It even seems to effect the non-Force users. -- The sooner they lock that stuff away the better.

No, it couldn't be, could it? The bloke who's afraid of sunlight--he's not actually a vampire? shock Nah! That'd be too strange LOL




No, I wouldn't say a real 'Vampire' in the traditional sense (although it is almost Halloween, and this is a story, I don't see things ascending into the realm of complete fantasy!) - bad things are afoot...

dm1 posted:
I'm glad Han is feeling somewhat better, although I can see why Leia is upset. Send him off to do some asteroid blasting; that will keep him busy! That whole thing is very creepy, how it's affecting everyone.... scary.




Yes indeed!!!

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‘that some days he wanted to do nothing but either fight or (bad word)’ and he had so much energy, it didn’t matter with who – and that Auntie Leia and Uncle Chewie both wanted to ‘knock the stuffing out of him’ until he spend a few hours in the gym and then an even longer time just taking the Falcon out and blasting asteroids!

Ouch... I just hope no tall, blonde and curvy "celebrity hunter" got to him while in that state - though that could explain Leia's and Chewie's anger... raised_brow


No, Han's days of that kind of nonsense are far behind him...

KELIA posted:
Uh oh!

There is something very sinister going on here...

worried worried worried worried

I hope Luke or someone is able to get rid of it and start focusing on how it got in the Temple in the first place.

Great update

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Indeed....


DaenaBenjen42 posted:
Oh, weird... and that's a very, very effective way to get rid of something...

Jade_eyes posted:
No, it couldn't be, could it? The bloke who's afraid of sunlight--he's not actually a vampire? shock Nah! That'd be too strange LOL


That was my first thought on reaching the part about the light sensitivity, but one doesn't have to BE a Vampire to be sensitive to light. Could be any number of things, including an allergy to light or his eyes just plain not being able to take it. IE: photophobia.


Good entry. happy




Exactly!!!

Right - onward we go....


 

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Date Posted: 10/24/09 10:42am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) More worries... Oct 18
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I dreamed of walking rocks and pirate ships,
And fiery sunsets, and storms on Naboo.

I hear my Pay-pa calling, and Ma-mere singing,
And my brothers giggling.

I see someone I don’t know, writing letters on a computer,
and I myself, laughing with my friends.

I can taste Gra-mere’s sweet-cakes,
And smell Auntie Leia’s pretty perfume.

It’s really dark here, and I miss it a lot.

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Hello Tam,

I wonder if you missed me?

I am here, in my own warm bed at last, or at least a warm bed. I think it’s in the Healer’s center at the Temple, but it’s been all decorated like a pretty bedroom. I know it’s the Healer’s center, because my Pay-pa (who is asleep with my Ma-mere in his arms on a bed next to me) told me so.

I’m really stiff and achy, but I wanted to try and write a little before I go back to sleep for a bit. I’m sorry about all the mess that was entered – I guess Pay-pa tried to access you to see if I had written anything that would help him find out what happened, but of course, there isn’t much – just the bad dreams I (and I guess a few others) had.

I don’t know what happened Tam, after my walk. All I know is, I woke up here and I thought Ma-mere had brought Ben to see me, but it turned out to be Auryn (which is really strange as I don’t remember him being that big.)

Pay-pa says I have been very sick, but may be able to go home in a few days, and hopefully I can write to you more tomorrow as right now I can hear someone coming, and they probably see the light on by my bedside.

Love,

Pem



 

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Date Posted: 10/24/09 11:12am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
Wow! That was ... different and close!!! It's like Pem was sleepwalking ... it's like those strange influences have easier access through dreams which makes sense thinking

Glad she's gonna be all right ... though Auryn being bigger could either mean a lot more time's passed or be a fluke/twist of foggy memory.

 

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Date Posted: 10/25/09 2:47pm Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
Oh, poor Pem!

Now I am most intrigued....what in the Force is going on?

worried worried worried

I just hope she makes a full recovery.

Great update

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Date Posted: 10/27/09 8:35pm Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
I wonder... how long was she ill for?


Good entry. happy

 

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Date Posted: 10/28/09 12:14pm Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
Whoa. shock What the heck happened to Pem??? Poor thing, she's really been through it. My first thought was, one, a long coma if Auryn is bigger, or two, sleepwalking and visions. I hope it's the latter.

 

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Date Posted: 10/30/09 5:01am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
Finally all caught up! Sorry about that. I got sick and then my granddaughter arrived and I've been having TOO much fun spoiling her absolutely ROTTEN!

But it was great to catch up reading this wonderful story. applause

 

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Date Posted: 10/31/09 11:07am Subject: Dear Tam - Post Jedi AU Diary (OC's/L -H/L) Dreams Oct 24
Jade_eyes posted:
Wow! That was ... different and close!!! It's like Pem was sleepwalking ... it's like those strange influences have easier access through dreams which makes sense thinking

Glad she's gonna be all right ... though Auryn being bigger could either mean a lot more time's passed or be a fluke/twist of foggy memory.




Odd, I know - wink But yes, time has slipped on by...

KELIA posted:
Oh, poor Pem!

Now I am most intrigued....what in the Force is going on?

worried worried worried

I just hope she makes a full recovery.

Great update

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Thank you my dear - we'll let Pem speak for herself...

DaenaBenjen42 posted:
I wonder... how long was she ill for?


Good entry. happy


Quite some time, I believe...

vader_girl posted:
Whoa. shock What the heck happened to Pem??? Poor thing, she's really been through it. My first thought was, one, a long coma if Auryn is bigger, or two, sleepwalking and visions. I hope it's the latter.


Alas....

VaderLVR64 posted:
Finally all caught up! Sorry about that. I got sick and then my granddaughter arrived and I've been having TOO much fun spoiling her absolutely ROTTEN!

But it was great to catch up reading this wonderful story. applause


Boooo being sicky, but yay to having a little one!

Right, fair warning that some people may find the turn things take a little... not to their taste, and I'll leave it at that. To be fair, it IS Pem's story, and told from her perspective, and my early attempts to reign her in like a mom met with more than a fair share of resistance until I let the story be told as it was meant to be. This being said, I hope you will stick with us through the final 17 chapters -

Much love,

Breezy

 

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